Once upon a time I was good friends with a specific person. But then a bunch of things happened and we weren't. We separated and went our own ways. I asked this person to give me space and to stop contacting me. But she doesn't respect my wishes she bugs and pushes and goes through my family.
I know as a Christian I am supposed to love everyone as Jesus does but seriously I can't...I physically can't be near this person. The thought of it fills me will ill and dread.
I don't speak unkindly of this person. And many people DO choose to have her as a friend. I am just not one of them.
I wish her all the happiness, but I don't want her in my life.
I know that all that I feel is wrong, as a person of my faith and beliefs...but sometimes you feel what you feel...
it really bugs me that she won't stop...that she won't leave me and my family alone...and unfortunately that just makes the healing process take LONGER...
sigh
so feel free to pray for me...
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