Ramblings #1

1. key day...scary yet exciting...it is a day of wait wait wait and then rush rush rush

2. I am NOT looking forward to being in limbo the next 2-3 weeks. I would LOVE it if an army of people would arrive and the house would be cleaned and painted over the weekend, and the boys and I could move in and start getting into our new normal

3. I woke up with a start at 5 am from a dream because I realized I forgot my shampoo at the hotel...the hotel I dreamed of over a month ago...the one I left my boys in alone for the weekend as I didn't have any other childcare

4. my son has an obsession with 'going to work'...right now he is clomping around in his work boots 'working'

5. my childcare for M-W backed out...so I now get to clean and paint with a 2 & 4 year old those days...sigh

6. CO is LOVING VBS this week

7. J is on an overnight with his grandparents...I miss him...CO does too

8. I need a shower

9. I have avoided buying groceries for almost three weeks...other than a couple of staples...we are eating Grandma's food...to get the most of my rent as it seems my rent was covering food all these years

10. cleaning and painting this house will probably do big damage to my relationship with my mother

11. I need an electrician and someone who can do eaves trough....or a handy husband....yesterday

12. I should go get CO breakfast, get dressed, pack the truck with cleaning & paint supplies, pack the trailer with bedding and my clothes, etc.

13. I still need to pick up a fridge and stove