not something I am proud of but my little one is enjoying his long bath (he took a bunch of stuff from his play kitchen in with him so he'll play a long time) and the silence is kinda nice.
looking at my house...I am not really sure where to begin to deal with it. Though I am plugging away at it and I am making progress even though it isn't always noticeable. I am in the mood to get rid of stuff. Stuff that is taking up space. Stuff I don't need or use. I would LOVE to get rid of the Girl Guide stuff that has taken over sections of my house...maybe I just need to go through all of it and get rid of the unnecessary stuff...
This week CO and I are reading 'The Snowy Day' which he is LOVING but is not really interested in doing many of the activities I planned to go along with it. He did like the science experiment of putting snowballs in the fridge and freezer. He'd much rather just be outside playing in the snow.
I still fight loneliness. I find my house is less organized when I am letting myself think about my loneliness. Somedays I think it would be nice to have a friend. One who actually emails me. Or calls me. Or writes me a letter or is available to do playdates together. Somedays I think a husband would be nice. Someone to be in a room with. Someone to hug and to feel safe in his arms.
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